Having a bad day :(

Hi guys! It's been a long time since my last post, but I think actually that since then every thing goes completely wrong! I can't focus on my studies, I have no free time, I keep humiliate myself and that guy how actually broke my heart is acting like a BIG IDIOT! And this continue for weeks!!! Speaking of him (I'll call him Jey) when he completely destroyed my feelings my mother told me that every thing happen for a reason, and when something bad happen, that means that something wonderfull will happen now so I used to be happy. Well I'm still waiting. Why every thing has to be so wrong and complicated! I mean... every one can have a bad day but a hole WEEK! And I try to escape from all this but I think it became even worst! This morning I pretended to be sick so I could stay home and this definitely didn't help me because I just can't lie and had to tell the truth to my step-mother (called Miranda) and now I have to call dad and tell him why I am not at school :(

I really try to think positive and be productive but I just can't! Every thing seams so black to me! I know I have no subscribers and probably no one is reading this, but I actually feel a little better now that someone (or no one) knows every thing that's in my heart at the moment and don't try to tell me the opposite, just listening...

Worldiscover xxx